As the year comes to and end, I feel a transformative change begin to grow bigger and bigger within me. I've bought a house, moved out away from the parents and have begun to explore other avenues that could be better in my life. I'm starting over, I'm going to have a new life. That's the mantra that has gotten me to this point- here.
One area that I've resisted change in is my job. I've resisted for many reasons but I find myself so unhappy that it's now noticeable. I'm no longer able to hide the fact that I'm miserable. The sad reality is that even thought I'm miserable I'm still doing an incredible job in my co-worker's eyes. What they are unable to see is the sadness and pain of not being seen, not being given sunshine and soil to grow in is slowing killing my spirit.
I'm sure I'm not the only one that has felt this way. I can't be. This blog will help me figure out how to get out with my dignity and integrity in tact. I can't say that I will write regularly or that my thoughts will be helpful but I hope putting the feelings and thoughts outside of myself will lead me to discover the reasons why I keep myself here in this time and space. I hope my future insights help the readers of this blog to find their way to a happy and fulfilling life.
Now who's with me?
